My Turning

2006-08-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

hey all,ok,i know i havent blogged for some time but this is for jie edlyn cause she ask me to blog about anniversary. Anniversary is always a nice and fun time because of the fellowship everyone can have together but i think this year was more memorable because of the songs we sang i think they were very appropriate for the theme 'Striving Together For The Gospel' the song which really struck me the most was

'We Will Stand' it says
You're my brother you're my sister so take me by the hand,
together we will work until he comes,
theres no FOE that CAN DEFEAT US
AS WE'RE STANDING SIDE BY SIDE.
AS LONG AS THERE IS LOVE
WE WILL STAND.

that was what really stood out to me on how as one church or maybe on a lower level as a group of friends standing together with love and nothing can defeat us, this really opened my eyes to see how maybe our friends have built walls between us,so for this anniversary,my goal is to take down that wall between maybe some friends. I hope at least some of my friends took away lessons from this anniversary.

this is my jie pei yong,shes really nice you know,shes someone i can really relate to.i love her lots.

this is my princess jie,so that makes me a prince >,< harhar,jkjk but shes really nice too,shes very wise,love her lots too!

harhar,QY my good SHORT friend.harhar.

ahhh, my mum , shes my mother,as u can see, shes fierce but understanding love her lots.

clement is my brother in Christ!never will he leave me,never will i leave him.(it was a promise)

my kor! hes someone very special to me,i really look up to him as a bigger brother,he was my encouragement when i was down,i wish i could be like him,love him lots.

andgela! shes my pro violinst friend,she has cool cousins man,from Germany.

Lastly,my batch friends.all so cute!harhar.

ok,thats about it for now,here u go jie edlyn. =) tata

Update

2006-07-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

Its been a really long time since i updated my blog,harhar.just lazy to do so i guess. >,<
well,its not really the beast year i've gone through so far.friends,family its all going wrong.well,i must look at it positively its God's testing,i guess im struggling. >,< streaming man,stressful!harhar.i seriously cant wait for YC man,i think its a really good time to reflect on your sinful year you have gone through and see how much you have grown(if you have)i guess missing someone really hurts when you know its no use if you miss the person. =) but i know i have the Lord,friends and of course family. i have a biathilon this saturday! i think it would be super fun man,im running 3 klik. 'klik klik klik' =) sorry lameful today.harhar.jkjk.well,ok gtg need to study already. =) hope your year has been good so far.

Easter

2006-04-16T23:31:00.000-07:00

Easter was great man,the food was really good >,< i was sitting with my batch people was UBER crazy man,seriously the food like SUPER DUPER fast gone man.but yea,really enjoyed the time of fellowship with others. i took quite a few pictures but my camera was so lousy that after a few shots the battery went flat,sick man!but yea,still got a few. yesterday the jie jie and kor kor group sang a song i really liked its crucified with christ.

ok,lets get started with the photos,the first one is qy baby! hes a very good friend to me.seriously always there when things dont go right sometimes,her someone i can trust ALOOOT.yea.

P.S. Im catching up!

is my mei mei =) shes someone whos very tall harhar,yea,can see the difference one,sick man.but shes a very pretty girl too,hope u are doing well in school.

the next one who is super super super super super super inportant to me,hes my beloved kor whos always always there when i need him,i LOVE him SOOOOOOOOOOO much,yea..

P.S. We're not gay.

harhar,and this brings me to our batch photo.our wonderful and crazy batch trust me my batch is very very different one,so many type of different people,but we are one happy family.and as you can see that joshua lee is trying to push me down or should i say make me shorter.

note : Missing people

ooooo,next is my jie,shes very pretty rite?yea,i think so too,but shes always there and always knocks some sense into me sometimes when im lost yea,i LOVE her lots too. =)

next comes my crazy school mate and can i say 'bigger brother' ? well,guess so,harhar,he always come my class catch me playing soccer,harhar.shhhhhhhh.don tell my parents.but yea .

harhar,its ah ma!i dont know why but we call her that i think nigel started it,but ah ma has a nice voice and CAN CAN sing,shes seriously good and shes my teddy bear's sister. >,<

last but not least is my mother,always like to beat me one,don know why.harhar,but i love her too. =)

As I look back on what I thought was living
I'm amazed at the price I choose to pay
And to think I ignored what really mattered
Cause I thought the sacrifice would be too great
But when I finally reached the point of giving in
I found the cross was calling even then
And even though it took dying to survive
I've never felt so much alive.

i ignored it,until i realised that the cross was calling even when i ignored it,see how jesus still loves us even though wee ignore him?

For I am crucified with Christ and yet I live
Not I but Christ that lives within me
His Cross will never ask for more than I can give
For its not my strength but His
There's no greater sacrifice
For I am crucified with Christ and yet I live

and yet i live even though i was crucified with christ,he died for me.

-Lord i love you.-

pictures!

2006-04-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

Kewl man!this is the first time i did this i hope this would turn out ok,yea.ok lets get started this first picture is the church ISS family!yea!we rawk man,this was taken last year by christopher chia from MSHS.yea.

this is jie pei yong =)

jj edlyn

naomi who is my mei.

kk gavin!!!!!!!!!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and jie zhi hui!!!!!!!!

favour

2006-04-10T02:59:00.000-07:00

i dont know how i long i have not blogged,but hey,im blogging now,harhar.ok.hmm,im really bored rite now,so i just decided to blog yea.nothing really much to say but i will just make this post a really really really long one if i can.harhar.

This month in church is GEM (Gospel Emphasis Month) and its a time to bring your friends,but so far i have not been able to bring anyone new.well,in YPG 1 we are learning "Dead to Sin,Alive to God" thats our theme,and i think its a really suitable message for the new ones,like to tell them what they are doing wrong,so yea.when we broke up into the groups,joe and i bombarded kk gay-vin with lots and lots of questions about what pastor kenneth was talking and suddenly started talking abot mercy and grace,there was 1 thing which really struck me when he said the difference between mercy and grace.he said that mercy is God's compassion and Grace was God's favour to us.favour?!in my mind i was like wad! God doesnt owe us a favour,i mean we like owe him BIG time man.i mean,how much do we deserve of this?its like we dont deserve anything.we are SINNERS man.

"Of which i beacame minister according to the gift
of the grace of God given to me
by the effective woeking of his power."
Ephisians 3:7

Its a gift another thing we do not deserve,haish,you know i cant believe that sometimes people just dont show their true colours and sometimes you just feel you are being used by someone,i think thats really unfair.SICK.

CaMp =)

2006-03-26T04:53:00.000-08:00

its been a really really long time since i have blogged,well lets get started then.camp was a really great and fun time,learned lots of stuff,its a period when like you are UBER holy type.harhar,cause you just like live in church every single day also got message. so yea it was also a great time of fellowship.here is a poem i got from a book on my birthday!

Tears, Idle tears
from THE PRINCESS

Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean,
tears from the depth of some divine despair
rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes,
in looking on the happy autumn-fields,
and thinking of the days that are no more.

Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,
that brings our friends up from the underworld,
sad as the last which reddens over one
that sinks with all we love below the verge;
so sad, so fresh, the days that are no more.

Ah,sad and strange as in a dark summer dawns
the earliest pipe of half-awakened birds
to dying ears, when unto dying eyes
the casement slowly grows a glimmering square;
so sad, so strange,the days that are no more.

dear as remembered kisses after death,
and sweet those by hopeless fancy feigned
on lips that are for others; deep as love,
deep as first love, and wild with regret;
o death in life,the days that are no more!

phew,finally finished writing it.i think its really nice.i guess it describes me.harhar.*hint hint* no just joking.harhar,another week of school all over again so glad i can serve the Lord and bring my friends to church hope all you readers would bring your friends to church or if you want you can come to my church just come and find me in school but i wont be in school on monday and tuesday cause i will be at some camp you would not know of so yea,im in 2 edward maris stella high and im charles =) hope all of you guys and girls(if got any reading) would have a great week ahead of you and don give up in bringing your friends its our privelage to serve the Lord.

God Bless & Peace Out!

desperation

2006-03-08T01:51:00.000-08:00

hey,
its been a long time since i have blogged since i am not free and i don feel like blogging cause i just don wanna,harhar,but now since im seriously bored.haio,supposed to play soccer but it was cancelled!wa lao!sick man,i have been waiting for so long lor,then don have.well,its ok,but im seriously DESPO to play soccer man,long time never play liao.haish,cant do anything about it,harhar.

my exams were fine but not up to my standard seriously its VERY lousy i think my average is a b3 yea its very lousy haio.but well,its a sign to work harder and i MUST cause my aim is at least a a2 as an average ok,now may have soccer,cause i in a sense beg them.so yea,this is just a short one.

-i was fine till someone stepped on me.

exams!

2006-02-26T00:36:00.000-08:00

heylo,
This week is a week of exams!sick man all my friends finish already and i just started!ughhhh,its so sick.harhar,but well its still part of life and i still have t get through this but i know not alone cause the Lord will always be with me.

Psalm 3:4
"I cried to the Lord with my voice,
And he heard me from his holy hill."

this is a verse i draw encouragement from that the Lord is always with me whenever i call out to him,he will answer me.im so excited for family camp!yay!its the first time for ying sui,harhar,so kewl rite?harhar,its a very fun time i hope she would enjoy her time there,well ok igtg,i need to study already sick rite!

it isnt over?

2006-02-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

hey,
its been quite awhile since i blogged i guess,cause i don really know wad i want to blog about so must think one if not will hurt someones feelings i guess,harhar,so yea.here is a song i like.

Word Of God Speak

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

CHORUS
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness

Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

REPEAT CHORUS 2x

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay

i liked this song ever since i heard it like yesterday,yea,jj michelle introduced this song to me,have you ever found yourself loss for words?is it okay?seriously.

its still happening if you read the post about friends and if you understand then you would know that it's still there,i don know when it will go away,its like forever,and theres something else bothering me man.it always hurts when you someone you are close to like just goes a way,this is a poem i wrote today in school.its called a haiku,a haiku is a short poem about nature it does not have to rhym,but the syllables have to be 5-7-5 accordingly,its only 3 lines,here are some i wrote,my teacher said he liked it.

Falling leaves from tree,
Represents my heart breaking
Like your face fading.

The sun sets there,
I sit here watching it go,
and the moon rises.

i know all of you are thinking that my heart is broken but its not actually kinda but harhar,its ok.well i wanna think of more will tell you more of the stuff i think about.harhar.

belief?do i really?i mean tr.li yen got me thinking that day,do i seriously belief in the Lord?another thing is what is my driving force in life?is it the Love Of God?or wad is it?

valentines day.

2006-02-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

everything to me?Is God really everything to you?more than a stoy?more than words on a page of history?well,to me he's my saviour and someone i need in my life,is he to you?well,valentine's day just passed,all my friends always ask me in school,

'so charles do you have a valentine?'

errrrr,no?why?

'nah cause you seem like you have a girlfriend'

'errr,ok.was that supposed to a compliment or an insult'

ok,its freaky when alot of your friends ask you this questions and come up with the same reason why they as me,but well,harhar,i don need one.well,harhar.yea,its memorising day.harhar,valentine's day rocks cause someone special to you is MORE important for that day,it may be a good friend or someone else,ok.gtg.dad and mum bugging.

FRIENDS?

2006-02-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

hey,
seriously i think its time where things in your life start to screw up when you find out something you don wanna hear,for me,i treaure my church friends the most out of ANYONE in terms of friends.it hurts the most when this comes,seriously its one thing i always don wanna hear in my life,its here wehn you start asking questions about your friends.but sometimes its just life,but you can always turn to be the Lord as your refuge.sadness is taking over soon.goodbye.

short

2006-02-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

this is gonna be a short post but yea, you know today in YPG1 we learned about the Love for God and it seriously impacted me, cause i reall really wanna reach out to my friends,so yea,and the song outside these walls were great!

scared?

2006-02-05T03:45:00.000-08:00

hey,
i accidentaly pressed enter,im so CLEVER.ughhhhh,hate it when this happens.i seriously think that alot of people are scared of me but i don know why,cause its kinda weird,im trying to get close but they just keep running away,why?its kinda irritating when this type of things happen,well life has been good,God has been good.and yea,everything has been good.=)its good having a life like this troubles would come and go once i place my trust in the Lord,i have to do my part but the Lord leads me.Thank you Lord,one thing which impacted me is the fat that i still think that i am lost,do i believe?i tried bringing my friends to church but it just in a sense does not work out,but i will still try to do my best for the Lord.

scared?

2006-02-05T03:41:00.000-08:00

hes gone.

2006-02-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

hey,
yesterday just went by with tears in my eyes,cause i couldnt go see kk raph off,its seriously very sad to see someone for church leave,im so angry with myself for falling sick,its like ughhhhhhh,why cant i just go!why?!sick man!

its times like these went life still has to go on,even if you are sad.i hope my jies ok,just to let you know if you read,i'll be praying.well,just a short one.WILL MISS YOU KK RAPH!

sick,uggghhhhhh.

2006-02-01T00:09:00.002-08:00

heyz,
im sick,ughhhhh,i hate it,who doesnt?i think i got it from chou se(joseph lim boon kian),i guess so,harhar.

yesterday was soccer,super fun,and also i scored 2 goals.harhar,we played it some where near bishan park there,i don really know where but it was a place with goalposts.but the field wasnt that good,yea.but still enjoyed it,cause i played it with church people,all the older ones,i guess im the youngest,i played striker,and you know who was my partner?it was the one and only australian,kk raph!harhar,was hounered to partner him for the first time,harhar,it was also his last match in Singapore before he left.

after soccer went out with the older ones,yea,harhar,almost all the older ones,like kk gavin and friends.yea,went to kovan to eat,if im not wrong we went to thai express,i think so,harhar,i had the chicken laksa,it was super good man.harhar,after that,pastor kenneth went to do his grocery shopping,harhar,super funny,first time i see a guy doing grocery shopping,then kk cedric wanted to watch a movie,so kk raph bought the papers and we stood in the middle of no where and started looking at the times,and jj zhi hui,happily ate 2 cups of ice cream,harhar.(just to let you know,im almost the same height as her)harhar,then we went to plaza no tickets then decided to go to kk andrews house to watch a DVD,i could only go for awhile,then had to go home,harhar,well i enjoyed the time spent together,yup yup.harhar,ok.gtg.

sick,uggghhhhhh.

2006-02-01T00:09:00.001-08:00

friends?

2006-01-25T04:22:00.000-08:00

heylo,
i just felt like blogging so im blogging,yea.school has been great so far but all the chim stuff,lol.i still love maths no matter what would happen,well,a few days ago,i asked my fren if anyone had asked him to come to church before,then,he said no.so you know wad i said?i asked him to come,it was kinda weird how i asked him cause suddenly we just talk about this so yea,it was like during maths period,harhar,but we did our work.i asked him to come for YPG,but theres nonwe this week,so next week we have the CNY thing so i asked him to come for it.so yea,i hope that he will get to know the Lord.hes a buddhist just to let you know.harhar,hes from my school,same class.

its wonderful how God has blessed you with many things,but he will put you through test also at times,and sometimes you just struggle through this tests i think i have had many,yea.its like super difficult to get through it,but yea.people will be there to help you,so im really grateful for them,you should know who rite?hahar,i blogged about it before,although i din mention all the people,so don be sad ok?

its funny how sometimes the Lord uses you to help other people,no matter their age,sometimes its just the level of your faith that counts.you know sometimes when you just start to talk alot of rubbish?i mean lots of rubbish stuff?i have gone through it many times,but well,in those times i just get a knock on the head by one of my friends its like a normal wake up call,but harder.yea,rite now i have this friend whos really getting on someone's nerves its like war?and im inbetween,but sometimes you just have to be the special 'formation' to hold the friendship together,it can be tough at times but yea,its for a good course.but its like you are caught inbetween two different worlds and you just dont know which to join,they both have valid reasons,they both are good friends,which shall i choose?wad shall i do?its just tough to choose.its real tough,it affects how i think when i talk and make choices infront of them,it justs gets me going the wrong way.i seriously cant think straight now.

a friend or more?

2006-01-23T04:37:00.000-08:00

hey,
i ask this questions some times,you want me to be a friend or someone more?my thumb hurts like crap now,i don know why oso,todae had school,yea.had lots of lessons,haio.i find school kinda fun cause you can reach out to your friends,i tried to invite chong boon to church,he said he'll give it a shot.so yea,happy that he will give it a shoot,im getting tired of one friend cause of what he says,i maen its like not true and he still wants to say it,i think he knows im pissed with him but he doesnt really care.but i think that i could bring chong boon to church,i mean he seems kinda interested i guess,i shared with him many things i enjoy about church,ok,just to let you know rite now i feel kinda pissed and irritated.yea,so dun push me.ok.

Bored?

2006-01-19T03:31:00.000-08:00

heylo,
its been quite a long time since i have blogged,well,everything has been ok i guess,until one very fine day,something happened but,im not allowed to tell you,harhar.sorry.its been like 3 weeks of sec 2 and its been fun,got more work,that ine a bit not fun.but overall,its been ok,my favourite subject has become more chim with all the new stuff and the crazy class,the best part is all the projects you can do in groups,especially the IPW,its super fun,cause you can have fun with your group members.UBER fun,o yea,you know what?i got my new drumset!!!!!harhar,so ekwl,rite?its like only $450,and its standard size,today just got the guy pver to tune the drums and he fixed it,and he took one of my pillows!harhar,went out with jj michelle today,had lunch,cause she was working near my school,so we went out,went to china place thingy.harhar.din actually know where but i found out that so many people from church work in town!and all so close one.

My life has been alright,but have been talking to lots of people,yea.well,now for me its time to walk worthy of our calling from the Lord,its our resposibility to walk for him.but theres kinda a problem bugging me and its THE choice about who it will be,i cant really decide,so i dont really know.its seriously difficult,but i don wanna hurt myself again,its been a long 3 weeks of my personal life,harhar.well,life has to go on even though things turn against you.its just the way of life.ok,bb. (:

now.

2006-01-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

hey,i have like 8 mins till my sister will start bugging me to use the com!arhhhhh,anyway,it happened today,on a sunday.it just had to happen,just great.and now i am feeling really really sad.today,went to talk to pastor kenneth,counciled me for awhile then he gotta go,if ure wondering,my first week of school was fine,became the normal.yea.but i like my class 2e.harhar.nice class!yay!my lit teacher very funny,mr.lau!harhar.

have you ever felt caught up inbetween your friend and THE girl?well,i have,great jsut great.got to get it off,cause i know that friends are more important,i think she would agree.well,went to the rooftop and talked for like i think quite long,harhar.super fun.anw,i gtg.bb.sis wanna use.

For You Or God?

2006-01-04T02:54:00.000-08:00

Hey,
it was jj michelle's birthday 2 days ago!harhar.if u never wish her happy belated birthday you better go!harhar.it has been 2 days of school!harhar.i know it sounds bad that school has started.i know,i am sad too.but you know what,you can always find joy in the Lord as there are some holidays coming up!harhar.do you have a goal for this year?for me,i have one.its to cultivate the fruit of the spirit.the one i want to practice most is joy!even though school has started,we can always find joy in the Lord as we count on him for another year.another question which struck me when i was reading BWSJ,was do we have the zeal to tell our friends about the Lord?i know some of us here have a 'reputation' to keep in school to be cool rite?well,for me,i had a 'reputation' but rite now,i don really care about that and just want to serve the Lord by telling my friends about God,i once tried bringing one friend to church,but after a while,he started giving excuses.

have you ever spared a second to think that we are the reason that the Lord gave his life?sometimes its just a thought,do we dwell on it?well,we must.i'll tell you now,i WILL give my life for the Lord no matter what happens.i will also give my life for a friend.there was this promise i made with Clement.It was that we will stay in church for the rest of our life,and if we are in trouble we will help each other.will you make the promise?if you want to just tell me or clement,just think of it.just spare it a second,a second wont kill you.im not forcing you,its up to you.ok,got to go.

People Who Are Important To Me.

2006-01-01T01:43:00.000-08:00

hey,
just added the song,anyway,who are the people important to you?well,to me,they are my da jies and kors,friends and family.and of course God.to me thay are a source of strength to me and people who i can relate to,they are just a bunch of remarkable people that i cannot thank using words.i have one word to describe all of them.WONDERFUL.thats all i have to say about them.its in times of sadness that these people give me strength by helping me.there will be nothing in this world which can replace these people.NOTHING.now i shall list them out.

'Dad' - Pastor Kenneth
Da Jies - Jie Zhi Hui,Jie Edlyn,Jie Pei Yong.
Kors -Kor Kor Gavin,
Friends -Qing Yang,Joshua,Clement
Family - The Georges ><

This are some of them only,some of them are just friends but i consider them brothers to me,and pastor kenneth is like a dad always there for me.o yea and congrats on becoming an intern-pastor.

That night when i went out with jie zhi hui,she asked us a question.How certain are you of your salvation?for that second i did not know wahat to say.many things started to run through my head.how sure was i?have i ever checked it before?i know clement is,but what about me?am i even safe?now i am starting to realise how unsafe i am,am i growing up the correct way?what is most important to me in this time?ok.gtg.need to go for my grandma's dinner.

Who am i?

2005-12-28T19:44:00.000-08:00

hey,its almost been a year of screwing up,only a few days till another year.well,during youth conference,on thursday night.it was concecration night.and one thing really struck me when my sister said that its not how much you screw up in the year,but its how much you have grown.
once i heard that,i immediatly asked myself how much did i grow?what did i do for the Lord?what have i done for the year?have i even grown a bit?this thought has been in my mind since then.but i don think i can answer this question myself,or can i?

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

even as i was listening to this song,these words really spoke to me that i am nothing compared to God and that he cares even for me,a small boy.its really amazing how God cares for every single person in the whole world.i don even thing i can do that man.i don even thing i have enough love to care for my enemies.

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

its not who i am that he cares for me,its the things that he does for and not what i have done that he should he care for me.this love is undeserved but he still gave it to us.

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

this is the one which did the 'most damage' this verse really reflects who i am,seriously.he still hears me no matter what and that i belong to him.hes like this person who is there everytime and just guiding you.

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

whom shall i fear?its obvious rite?no one.but theres always something in me making me fear to lose something or maybe someone special to me.its just inside

Christmas

2005-12-26T02:49:00.000-08:00

Hey,
Merry Christmas!my christmas was great!how was urs.rite now,i am listening to my 2 retarted friends on their show.harhar.they are super funny,it has been so long since i have blogged.uhhhh,i cant believe that i don feel like blogging.took lots of photos but thanks to nigel.i had to retake everything!cause he press wrong button!haish,here are some photos.

This is me and kk raph

so kewl rite,my hair is blue!harhar.got it done at some hairstylist.nice?

Here are some of my table mates

its me an QY!

heres me and tr. ade

and lastly my jie!

well,christmas has taught me many lessons but best of all it taught me something about me,which is i have to smile more often!im mostly seen with a sad face.well,i gtg.mums bugging me.im sorry if the photos don turn out so nice.

i seriously do

2005-12-26T02:48:00.000-08:00

errr,i suck at this

2005-12-26T02:47:00.000-08:00

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must try

2005-12-26T02:46:00.001-08:00

another 1

2005-12-26T02:45:00.000-08:00

test 2

2005-12-26T02:42:00.000-08:00

Test

2005-12-26T02:41:00.000-08:00

i must see if it works.

Youth Conference

2005-12-09T02:38:00.000-08:00

Hey,
Just came back from yc!it was fun.and a real nice experience.learnd many new lessons,like where to find the joy and wad are hidden sources of joy.well,during yc i learnd that friends can bring you great joy,but only church friends can do that as all of us have the same faith,after all.But i still asked myself this question do i have the right friends?After considering about this question,i got an answer but i am not going to tell you as it is personal,so if u wanna know u gotta ask me!harhar.Another thing i learned was that the Lord was my refuge,during the beggining of this year,i would usually just go to my room and just cry my problem away,but now i realise that God will always be there to help me through my problems.i think this youth conference was the best i ever been to and understand.I would like to thank all the Pastors,Cooks and Officers for making this camp possible.yea.Rock On!

Difference

2005-11-17T19:54:00.000-08:00

Seriously,wads the diff.?im human you are,dont we all have feelings?so what if you are funny?so what if i'm fat?does it give you the right to criticise me?to mock me?cant people put aside differences and just classify everybody under friends?equals?hiash.life isnt fair.it wont be.it will never be.why dont you be in my shoes you will see how diffrent life will be.but one things for sure the Lord will be there.so we must always lift our head high!=)but just sometimes,you need someone to cheer you.just like today. need you.

Roller Coasters

2005-11-11T21:50:00.000-08:00

Ever experienced life as a roller coaster?harhar.i have.i feel like i am writing a compo.haish.life is tough,i gotta hand it to the world.harhar.they really makes things tough.just went to watch legend of zorro with my sis.the movie was great,liked the action and everything about it.harhar.you know when i was watching the movie a sudden thought came to my head,and it was like.boom!and i just kept on thinking about that,it just wont stop.it goes on and on and on.and to make it worse i just fought with my friend the day before.you know over what?a game!o man!i mean its like whats wrong with people these days.its just a game!wads life to them?i always wondered what would life be like in a free-thinker point of view.what would i be without him?

dats the question you gotta ask yourself.

Updatezzzzzzzz

2005-11-08T20:50:00.000-08:00

After much thought,i have decided to update.yay!........i was forced too.o well,life during the holis are kinda boring,everyday doing the same stuff.yea.i feel weird cause im listening to the coke commercial.harhar.its fuuny.im trying to go for one of my dream rite now.so yea.its tough but i cant give up that easily.

During this time of holidays,i watched a few movies.harhar.but all not that good yet.waiting for harry potter to come out!its a MUST watch.harhar.cause i really like harry potter,i think every does.except some people.i recently watched coach carter,its nice and very impactive in funny ways.cause im a funny guy.harhar.

I have also had my fair share of problems in my life.so yea.harhar.but i always have the Lord to turn too,but its not that easy.wad is life too you?i really wish i could have one day with kor,just to talk to him.*sigh.what must i do to get time in this world man.

ok.i guess dats enuff for a day.i dn really feel like blogging.byez.

2005-10-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

ello,
long time no blog lehz.harhar.cause i don feel like bloggin cause i am lazy. =).this has not been a habit for me,harhar.had a party on friday quite a few people came.but mostly play PS2 only and com.harhar.then dom and clement stayed over,played monopoly till like 2++ then go eat noodles,so slept at about 3 plus(am).the next day was yesterday had ypg and violin.was a normal day.

on sunday which is today,had alot of things to tok about but nth seemed to come out of my mouth,it seems i need a long talk with someone.o well.my results were ok except for lit. harhar.life has been fine getting better but yea still the same.have alot of things to think and change.

Need you back.

Awesome

2005-09-22T15:55:00.000-07:00

Hey,its me again.so far nobody has come to me harhar.these few days have been very hectic especially with all the exams coming.And now, around me, alot of people are fixing their windows!ah!its like sooooooo noisy.wah.but overall its an awesome week so far.Have been praying about it but then it suddenly came back to me yesterday.harhar.don think about finding it out.1 thing i dislike about my class is that there are people who are like critics.not to point out anybody in person i shall use codenames for them.1 of then is Bravo,wah,i tell you go everywhere also got trouble complain here and there.haish.just great i must be the class monitor and get into trouble.well, thats what i gotta do.first one Alpha,very extra one wah like so big like that.well, waht to do?is there any other choice?the teacher also never do anything so what to do?well, im gonna pray about it thats the most i can do.last one Charlie.This one not that bad lar,but a bit overboard sometimes but also doesnt know when to stop.he hyst gets on peoples nerves easily cause he doesnt know where to stop haish....ok....well.....o yea and Mr. Kwok one of my teachers in school is a great storyteller this week he said When You leave Maris Stella you would leave something here and taking something away with you.yea have experienced many of this situations before.harhar.well,i really look up to Mr.Kwok,hes kinda cool,yea,always like to tell story one.But also a nice and sociable guy.

Fight On!

Awesome

2005-09-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

Why I Chose This Skin...

2005-09-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

Elloz,
Anybody want to know why i chose this skin??Come and ask me personally, and i will decide whether i will tell you or not. =).Well, today was so fun as Dom brought this spray thingy and i was playing with it like for the whole double english.actually i dont think so.harhar.but for sometime.Then today on the way back,i saw an accident!There were 4 cars involved in it,actually 3 trucks and a car,1 truck was on the sidewalk the other 1 had spun,the last truck was on its side i think.and the car just had a major dent on its back.The accident happened so fast.first it was like BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then BANG!harhar.it was so scary.it happened when i was tieing my shoelaces!anyways,i gtg.bb

1st new one

2005-09-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

hey.its my new blog skin i know not many people may not like it.but well thats how i feel now!

Im Back But Bad....??

2005-09-08T21:47:00.000-07:00

Ello,
Long time no bloggggggg.harhar.yea.so,yea.lots to tok.well,lets start at school,school has been fine.its stressful but im able to cope because of the Lord and my friends and jies and kors.yea.harhar.well,normal stuff happen in schools like fights,scoldings.yea.lemme share with you 1 of my ugly moments in school,once i was trying to break up a fight then,when i was trying to seperate them,i got hit in the stomach and got stunned for like 1.5secs(assumption),then 1 friend help me grab one guy and i grabbed the other.yea.so stopped.now,on to my life its been good got shingles.harhar,don ask go check.i love the song 'just the girl' by the click five.yea its a nice song.o yea,about the bad part im not saying harhar.ITS PERSONAL.its not a grutch or anything.relax.harhar.

Very Longzzzz

2005-06-26T20:15:00.000-07:00

Hey,i havent been blogging for a LONG time and i mean long.well, if u have been wondering how i have been doing.I have benn doin fine.But not that fine.harhar.Well, the holis have been very good but very tiring and packed.So many activities to go for.=).The best one was Junior camp.Very tiring but have learnt lots of lessons.Well,the holis are gonna end.SCHOOL tomorrow....well.thats life cant enjoy it all the time.=).Anws,time flys when you are enjoying yourself.*sigh*.Hope that all of you guys out there will come to know the Lord and know me.HARHAR.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

Can You?

2005-05-03T14:25:00.000-07:00

Do i need to cry to prove it to you?

Have i Changed?

2005-04-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

Hey.sorry about the other one.I don noe why i keep on pressing enter after i type the title.Sorry havent been blogging. =).Anyways,i wanna know if i have changed just come and contact me at sinker473@hotmail.com thats my hotmail as you see.harhar.Well,if you were wondering how my life has been,it has been very stressfu.exams are coming,my first paper is this friday!But its only english.harhar.But if you don want to add me just leave a tag and i will read it.and if anyone has a friendster account come and add me.The same e-mail.ok.bye.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

Have I changed?

2005-04-25T05:21:00.000-07:00

Am I trying to hard?

2005-04-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

Hey.I really think that i am trying to hard.I guess i must take time to do it not like straight away in 1 year i will change for the better straight away.Well, i just guess that i must start with a little.Anyways, i just got a new friendster account and i am adding everybodyz.Tomorrow i have a sport meet at Hougang stadium.I willl be there slacking adn watching horses run or my entertainment.Why must people run?Are they horses?At least if they run in a competiotion you dont need the whole school to be there rite?Harhar.But i still have to go anyway.But now i have to answer one question in my mind.What does it take to be a good friend?ok.bye.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

POH!

2005-04-13T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hey.I guess i will not figure out why its like this i just font get it.I just feel that i am not doing it.*sigh*I dont want to get back to my old ways when i am filled with trouble.Isit ok?Am i doing it correctly?I guess i am going to need help in these.Anyway,My Form teacher is going to retiree.Why must all the good teachers leave in this year?I guess i will not be the monitor anymore.*sobs*Harhar.I am counting the days till june holidays.I dont know why today i just dont feel like talking about stuff.

Th3 1 N 0nLy sIgNiNg Out...

With Me Or Without Me?

2005-04-11T19:35:00.000-07:00

Hey.Just came back St.Nichs after waiting for my friends sis(Don get the wrong ideas).She was doing gymnastics in the gym(duh...).harhar.anyway,he said YES!!So happy,so cool.I am now officially his ???????.Nobody can know now but I don't know if i will tell anyone yet.Maybe.Anyway,today KNFC played against our worst rivals 1I and we drew with them 2-2.But,I was not playing as most of you know that i just fell sick a few days ago and is just recovering so i did not stay for the game.But,i Am still satisfied with the score.ok.gtg.

Th3 1 N 0NlY SiGnInG OuT....

Like old Times

2005-04-09T23:34:00.000-07:00

Like Old Times

2005-04-09T14:44:00.000-07:00

Hey.*cough*as most of you know.I am sick.So sad cannot go camp echo and church.My GOODNESS.I have been rotting at home doing nothing except watching TV or sleeping.(very slack)Tomorrow is DD(Doom Day).Tomorrow,it will be decided.Will my friends get explled?or will they not?I will find out the answer tomorrow!I hopa that the answer will be a posotive 1 not a neagative one.Anyways,my exams are coming soon in like 3 weeks.But i have been studying and revising.*cough*Now,in my hpuse there is a HUGE orange thing(ORANGE=MY SISTER)standing beside my dining table!Everytime i walk pass it,it will scare me.ok.gtg.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

2005-04-07T18:05:00.000-07:00

Hey...im feeling a bit down as my friends are going to get expelled from school.I will really miss them as my best friends are going to be expelled and KNFC will only be left with me and nobody else.*sigh.I really dont want them to go i dont want KNFC to be afrom 1 of the best team to go to zero.*sigh.If they go,i will NEVER forgive Shawn for what he did.He is just a 'Goody To Shoe' more like a Devil to me.Anyway,I will not want to talk to that Shawn Forever and ever again.I have set myself new goals in life but will not write it on the blog as everybody will know what they are.Harhar and my teacher is Mr.POH!Harhar.ok.bye.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

2005-04-06T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hey.My part of the drums are supe chim.They all must crash so many times especially in the chorus.Haio.I must practice in school now.*sigh.anyway,today KNFC(Ku Niang Footbal Club) won 3-0 and I scored by another freekick!!harhar i hit the post and went in!harhar.now i am 1 of the topscorer in my class besides Adam.Now i am waititnf anxiously for the person to reply to my question.This friday i have traning again but at the end of it we will play soccer against our seniors(sec4).Surely loss one.Play with them very scary.Later foul them then must do pumping.ok.gtg.bye.

Th3 !1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

NCC....what does it mean?

2005-04-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

Hey.I just realised that NCC was not all about pumping,drills and PT.i realised that it also thought us valuable lessons in our lives and that it was a team 'game' and that it was 1 for all and all for 1.I realised it when Corporal Jon was getting pumped by Master(Jeremy Ng).He had to do 545 push-ups then when my Corporal raised up his hand and asked for permisson to help Cpl Jon do his push-ups.Then after a few seconds,the whole company was at pumping position.I really was touched by what Cpl Daniel(My PS)did.ok.i have been discovering alot of things nowadays.bye.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG Out...

(P.S. Hope the answer is yes)

NCC....what does it mean?

2005-04-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

Hey.I just realised that NCC was not all about pumping,drills and PT.i realised that it also thought us valuable lessons in our lives and that it was a team 'game'

HEEE!

2005-04-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hey!harhar just joking only.I can't use the computer everyday.not like SOME PEOPLE.(you should know who you are)harhar.sorry.just a bit crazy after nothing.harhar.i just think that i need to change you know.in character.yea.harhar.and SOMEBODY still THINKS i have a crush on the same girl.HARHAR.GOOD TRY!don worry.it will not come back.(s0just stiffen up that upper lip little lady daddy's here to hold you through the night).thtas a part of my old favourtie song....=).i really again want to thank those few people.

Th3 1 N 0nLy SiGnInG OuT...

New...

2005-04-01T22:15:00.000-08:00

yes.i know.its a new blog again.i just dislike all my old blogs.it was all so plain.anyway,i really got inspired by something to change over a new leaf.when i was reading something.i stopped and realised the kind of life i was living.i knew then that i was the person that i wanted to grow up to be.i really need to thank a few people like my 'jies'and my 'kor'.they really helped me through the times that i really needed help to go through.they even bore some of my buredens at times.i now have a new goal in life as i was really touched as i was reading something(sorry cant tell you)[only a few people will know].i know i have not been posting as i was not really keen to wirte about my life as i was going through a tough time during then.ok.bye.

The 'new' boy in the block